in dream review the history of new China republic, its soldiers&the party leader in the fight for their future. in dawn the evil of the grandma lingered on me with dirty cold. girl zhou's visit rid me off, with warmth&sex, which lasting long till the morning sunshine. a bright sunny morning now. God saves and slaughters.

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read some time after returned home. surfing heavily lagging&the evil grandma constantly challenged me. so ditched pc&watched TV with baby son. the dirty grandma left earlier after trying profaning for quite some time. gamed after ema returned home. ema watched Korea TV series online after dinner. i read some time after gamed with baby.

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read since got up. the evil grandma again came over to attend baby son who lingers home for his recent heat. Internet suffers lagging speed, likely under China surveillance's harshest filtering&auditing, since i commented on a Japanese google wave on the future of China and linkage between sino-Japan. got Masheng's gift for balancing my bank account's deficit, reviewing my short time lived in Guangdong for a new job when i just got out of hometown's asylum. felt God's love&sms girl Feng, a graduate in Shanghai recently, about my inspire upon south China, the sunny land. i will pick my 4th wife there. bought baby KFC. its a sunny day and auspicious sun ray floats everywhere.

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Internet still broken for 2 or more days. tried to check posting among countless refresh of pages. shown baby my posting in his title after family reunited&the evil grandma left. ditched pc to watch TV&crack sunflower seeds after dinner. gamed a lot till a hard mission failed us many times. read before went to bed&tried helpful tools tipped in articles.

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dreamed worked in a campany whose job likes notary, persuade other that something is right or reasonable. dreamed of banquet the company held, the leader. i in it likely with a spouse, ema or Liu, my once campus girlfriend. baby last night got heat&now under his grandma's custody.

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idle in office till seeing the tall girl in QRRS. refined&added more of my comment on the Janpanese google wave to my groups. dozed&sorted bookmarks.

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these 2 days Internet speed very lagging. since today i had frequent problem to open pages, while d/l also usually slow than 30KB/s. gamed all night with baby, who later brought aside by his mom. might clouds gathering silently.

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latest sleep recently. Interent connect first broken, lots of google service ill working while connected to the web. now most resumed. likely China surveillance hacked the telcom's router. dreamed of hometown folks, esp. the evil cousion and his eldest son.

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read awhile after returned home. gamed with baby on notebook most night. really immersing the game experience!

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sorted portable in office. waited to see the tall girl in QRRS in its rush time. she wears a red coat. enjoyed harmony in heart&dozed awhile. talk to the monitor when in high mood. finished broken post on panoramio&setup reminder&autolog in buxfer with baby's kindergarten expense&QRRS' allowance. commented on a Japanese google wave, posted it to a new google knol&some of my google groups. its a day for my Masheng, my second wife and Japanese princess, and also my girl Zhou, the tall girl in QRRS now.

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dreamed the grandma pregnant with my baby, and tried all her means to got birth. ema's got up woke me up, brought baby to tease me while i slept. its a bright morning outside now.

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gamed last night.^read after returned home. gamed with baby since he returned. ema later watched Korea TV series online. taught baby&his mom a lesson about ema's easy angry, her fear of out of her control, her family's plot to limit baby son to their heir&dilute my influence. told baby his easy to cry was a mimic of his mom's fragile temper, urged him to be independent&think big.

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wrote a blog&posted with recent baby's photos of haircut&bath in office. dog on facing desk bite heavily. roamed in office, also talk with women in conjecture room. dozed among bites before leaving office. sorted disk&photos awhile.

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this is a unexpected post, for latest post just days ago. however, baby recently had a haircut and a bath, which delayed 2 weeks for his heat, too wonderful to miss, just amid the second snow of 2009 in this eccentric northeastern China city.

this week i finally got my google wave, a powerful real time collaborative online publish tool. there r already bulks of talk about the breakthrough the google new service brought, but in my view, its a kind of tool let everyone readily and easily setup a personal forum or chatroom. its really helpful, esp. for a Chinese, who is used to limit their opinions or intimacy within small private groups or forums. that's why in China forum ran so long and still a main social media for most of Chinese Internet users. the freak of China authority also likes to see the limited spread of information as well as public opinions, felt safe trapped them in forums which mostly close and membership required to join communications there. the most popular instant message tool, QQ, also set many limits one can own a group, and the size of the group, and needless to say the backend harsh keywork censorship and event logging for the police.

its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media.

last week is a more or less miserable week, for i in 2 or 3 days busy in office, where the shit monitor absent for his father-in-law bought a new house, and took him there to help decoration, so the corporate lan wire he occupied can be adopted by me. so i missed waiting and saluting to the tall girl likely newly employed by QRRS, my once and long time employer. the weather also pale, let me felt gloomy. but now, the second snow surely kills, kills the evil and destroys the spies and surveillance cast over me and my Royal of China. i hope i led to the girl steadily, and God grant my beloved sooner joining my new life in this year end.

baby son these days tentatively increases threshold to bail me from approaching or kissing him, who likely contented or was encouraged to show contented with affection from his mother and his mother's family. his mother, emakingir, indeed very cheap, tries all means to cater to baby son's sometimes unreasonable dependence, to smother him in her poison love soups. that's all her and her family's plot to evil convert my baby son into their heir. God sees what a laugh it can be.

last night i taught baby and his mom another lesson, when ema clanged to a hot TV series nowadays on CCTV, the monopoly domestic media, that China nowadays' authority, CCP, mainly got their fortune from being a soldier, so long history of the republic bragging worker, including soldier, and defames scientists as a group. but the world of citizen all animals, none left in the end of their lives, except scientists and knowledge they gathered. baby first refused to sleep alone me, amid his parents, but later did after quite some silent moment echoing my powerful comment.

OK, its time to bid farewell. my dear girls, Masheng, zhou, Taiwan girl, Lü and Jiang, i badly need ur love in this boring season. my road here seemingly leading me toward the girl in my once work unit, but my eyes wide open, my palace spaciously empty for u. i wide and bewilderingly searching u from the vast starry sky. closer to me, my God, my beloved!

From baby son's haircut&bath

playful baby on the snow heap.

From baby son's haircut&bath

baby rest amid the haircut.

From baby son's haircut&bath

DON'T itch me: baby in bath.

for picasaweb blocked within China mainland, here part of recent photos hosted domestically.

with my toys: baby in bath.
 
messy hair ends: baby having haircut. 

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in dawn dreamed of a once colleague who left the world in his 50s'. his prime time is the chief editor of the cable tv branch of QRRS, which let him long time depressed for below anticipation reward. in the dream i learned that long time surveillance over me started. its a bright Monday morning now.

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cared d/l till it almost finished. went to shower after dinner. gamed with baby while ema watched tv series online. installed new games. fine tuned new wave account.

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read/game/d/l for most of the morning. the grandma visited again&cooked. later received new google wave invitation, then claim a new google account to accept the wave account&binding with my zoho google apps account. do some customization by the way. sorted family net assets with the new account. also backup a dvd of games.

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in dawn a bit restlessly for holy message stroke. dreamed of the way of the universe, of the Mightiest God, about time and space. exhausted&lately got up. now cared d/l while reading. hopefully got all stuff long queued. os likely hacked again asked reboot twice, one time requested by window's patch, one from av soft, both strange.

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cared d/l since got up. read&gamed most of the day. accompany baby son going to haircut with his mom. the grandma visited&cleaned house&cooked dumplings. baby got bathed in night, after 2 weeks' heat. shot photos of haircut&bath, posted to picasaweb immediately. gamed with baby in night.

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dreamed of hometown, where i help a wizard re-arrange his luxury house to decrease radiations from modern entertain equipments. also dreamed i returned hometown from fields, met women in front of the village. after woke up, sex desire turns strong, dreamed made love with baby's mom and another female in a house.

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