benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly

daily tweet: Dec 12, 2009

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:38:37 GMT

posted a blog with photo for 4th snow&Masheng's descending last afternoon.^shot snow scene on way to office. Its likely the thickest snow of 2009. posted these photos with a blog entry to my blogs. ema came over to settle bank stuff, ie. destroy my old salary account, deposit for baby monthly. for clerk said now an account with 2 withdraw methods (a card&a book) not supported, i gave up holding the credit card&left it baby's mother. such a maverallous time in KFC franchise. lots of shots. first time i bought family suite of fried chiecken. check posting in night in dorms open cafe. this morning dreamed of fans of popstar, like Korean or Chinese, like Guohan郭韓. we with their agency in a room underground. also fight with some kids likely including the baby girl in KFC franchise yesterday. preparing portable suite now for mobile working space. dozed first time on bed after noon, dreamed a kid girl accompany me for a long time in tunnel. my second baby would be a daughter with girl Zhou. my 3rd son is one of the fruits with the Taiwan girl, in my 4th marriage which forged for us by my dad himself.

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daily tweet: Dec 13, 2009

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:37:56 GMT

tried to make use of community free Internet cafe to prepare posting photos but failed.^last day busy with preparing a portable suite to work on free Internet hub within QRRS dorms, where all pc heavily infected with malware&spyware. tried it after dinner, almost succeeded but backup data wrongly so most works lost. dreamed war fire and holy message that with endurance&persistence all things&disconfort runs straight. later dreamed caring baby son, urging him to put on shoes to leave, but he playful till his mom arriving. we watched an aged practising calligraphy, which likes dao道 (means way in English) but with differences.

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daily tweet: Dec 14, 2009

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:37:22 GMT

reveiw my pastime with Masheng in music of Daolang.^most day idle. trying to use the community free cafe but sucked by the stupid&evil door keeper woman. dozed for more than 1 hours after noon as last weekend, then wrote a blog about my ordain. review my love&those pecular moments with Masheng in Nankai Univ when i there persue a master degree, with touching music by Daolang刀郎, a western China muscian. tried again to use community cafe, but found dogs surveillance me on every presence, and plotted detailedly to defame me in losing. God shown me every device&trap. killing dog is the persistant job for my family&I should never forget it.

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daily tweet: Dec 15, 2009

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:36:46 GMT

post recent blog. first time met my girl zhou on the ground.^Its a brilliant day. post blog wrote yesterday in office in a breeze, with all photos from our treat in KFC Tiedong franchise. in dorm review my love with girl Masheng, zhou, the Taiwan girl. dined near QRRS' over time then roamed alone its main road, met girl Zhou just under my office, follow her and her pals till she departed all&enter the lane she likely residents. praying God not a too embarrassing nor zigzag course before we got wired under a same roof. God, i totally under her charm, and got me her arms around me the sooner the better. watched Yangge collective dance after dinner on the square of QRRS, its beauty grasped me at once. female's tendering touch me in any vein or visional method when i was stopped. woke up early, about 5am, dreamed in a camp with a mother, likely girl Zhou, with her daughter. i was with my baby son. we tried to correct our babies.

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daily tweet: Dec 16

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:36:38 GMT

updated my status in turbulence. dreamed join American army in US.^China surveillance upon me turns freaky. the office dogs seated just after i arrived. i at once tried to use the monitor's corporate lan to update my twitter, but soon broke twice for the leaving and returning monitor, who later made lots of complains that after my unplug his lan wire, he can't reconnect to the web after rejoin the lan. God sees how the demon tentatively made the unusual problem happen on his pc (it never happen on my notebook). busy with finishing scheduled task, including creating a new flick group for my namespace, IIDChina, so missed saluting to my girl Zhou in QRRS rush time, but caught her in the rush time of beginning of afternoon. she walked alone the other lane, showing reservation on me. God, i never want conflicts in my rest marriages. i deserves peace and deep harmony between my partners and me from now on, for ur glory uncomparable on the earth.

dined early to prepare to salute my girl zhou, but dogs plotting to trap me in sexual infamous. so sheered back to dorm. haunted awhile the community free cafe. baby's mother, emakingir, asked me to help refined her course demo's video.

dreamed joined American army with a brother or pal. on the train or queue toward frontline. and life after retired, with my family, likely including my wife and son in US.

refined portable suite. the department director invited to talk, urging me now first receive my old family's aid before the applied aid from QRRS arrive. reveals as i talk my girl appears in QRRS rush time&my treating the high rank of QRRS, a Zhou, whom i asked to borrow ￥3000 the day i rejoin QRRS' dorm, as my father-in-law. reveals i was basically a Christian. idle all time in office. ema later told me in phone she got her edited video. review my being blessed in dorm alone.

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Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:35:28 GMT

dreamed of infant baby son.^last night It started to snow to kill dirts. tried again posting daily tweet in unsafe cafe, by posting to my forum at http://forum.be21zh.org ,where allows posting anonymously&denying delete. met the canteen's owner&talked about my blessed fate&my new wife. a male dog there heavily profaned. slept later for preparing feeds reader for mobile environment. dogs' biting let me restlessly awhile. dreamed hometown gathering, where a once neighbor wife chatted with me. got up&dozed again. dreamed in dawn baby son when he is infant. heartbroken love for him for he is so little&young. regret since last night for i talked to his mom 2 days but didn't call him. regret turns strong&buzzed ema&baby when they visit clinic to fix baby's pested teech but unable to talk for noise there. the monitor told me the facing guy these days in his vacation. so i can adopt the lan wire he previously occupied. all afternoon then stay online to prepare mobile working space, ie. portable chrome with my bookmarks, my subscription reader, backup them to web drive&online office. also posted delayed tweets&calendar events. surfed in community free cafe after buzzed baby son. dogs in China surveillance hacked me face by face, using batch to xcopy my portable suite after i plug my udisk, deleted my browser's personal settings seconds after i unpacked it to hard disk from my udisk, all this likely just shown their spying tools' power, for the long history of tracking my web traffic got them most of my confidentials, with which I also do my best to set them open&universal accessible. google China also shown my web id listed in filtered contents. when i left, snow killing as it did last night.

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dreamed of baby son.

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:29:52 GMT

late sleep. dreamed of freaky hooligans, who kidnapped travelers in Shangdong by pretending railway station staff. the victims in heavy rains forced to believe in the freaks. baby son in later dream&signed me to notice spies outside of the door. for sunshine really bright so haunted around&shot some photo for QRRS' stylish buildings, sorted them after returned dorm. dozed after lunch, dreamed of almost sex with baby's mother, but stopped by spying eyes. then dreamed of God, my dad, asked him to save my girl, girl zhou or ema. all night staying room reveiwing my situation.

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sound sleep.

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:29:14 GMT

last night first time changed my dose&it worked well. i got up till 10:30am. dozed again after lunch, dreamed of gain large fortune&met my sister in hometown. dreamed chosen to act as referee in sports game&trained in contest. all afternoon in dozed. roamed around the dorm area after dinner&felt misery in chill of wind. stay in dorm all night, nor buzz baby to avoid freaky surveillance.

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Dad's memory day.

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:28:28 GMT

Today is the day dad pasted me for 3 years. last night i check my site for him. dreamed preparing English exam. in dawn dreamed help my once dempartment before it broke into now 2 parts designing its magzine. dreamed sorting porn video disks. last night slept soon$sound. since last night i had comsumed all of one kind of pills, only left another pills for my dose. its a brilliant morning. in office clear recent feeds of google services update&IT news. tried lots of chrome extensions. sorted portable suite with updates esp. those extensions. my girl missing in rush time. the department director told me aid from QRRS amounts to ￥500&coming later. haunted community free cafe again. the only pc installed deepfreeze software left to me, strangely unlike other pcs in China nowadays Internet cafe, don't auto restore on power on. heavily been hacked, ie. remotely controlled. check my google maps&other family sites. buzzed baby's mom&refused her suggestion to take over my old medcines there. let baby son known his grandpa's anniversary&he nodded it. reviewed for 2 hours after return dorm the evil China surveillance&dogs cast on me&shocked. killing all the old dirty stuff on this freaky land is badly needed for a new China.

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trap to breakthrough

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 05:07:39 GMT

my lingering place now. trap sees plot. i need more time to think big&dealt important affairs, but i at least need cellphone&the web, and necessity.

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first step toward growing Royal of China.

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 02:13:08 GMT

these days in hell. after i bought some grocer and 2 meals, i turned penniless. the high rank in QRRS, my once and long time employer, promised to apply for me some aid from the company, upon i asked his lending of ￥3000, for he honors the same family name, Zhou, as my 3rd wife, my girl Zhou. today likely the 3rd day i live without a coin. lunch and dinner were borrowed, complains turning thick now. and mafia, which thick on this dirty land, smells lure and turns agile. meaningless persons spit me, likes the mouse turn herds and active before earthquake. my blogging also threatened, for i can't find socket to connect to the web. the room i was settled was bare, no cable TV, no adsl. even there i can't find a desk or bench to write on my notebook. there is 3 dorms in the company, my first night after left baby's mother's house was slept in dorm 2, where lan, adsl, cable TV, all equipped, but i was just rearranged to the prison alike room 214 in dorm 3, after the department i once worked brought me together to contact with the administrator of the dorms. the bullhead of the admin defied my request to stay in dorm 2 definitely, flies can darken the sky.

Today its a brilliant day. the sunshine after 2 snow days turns clear and clean, since dawn. i envisaged my finance support from my Empire of China, as well as from Japanese Ministry of Reservation, both bulky and consistent arriving, the world of God's Son never deficit nor arid. dog's interference long time before 2 weeks ago broke through and the channel of resources under my total commanding, also under commanding of my God, my Sun, my Japanese Princess, my Crowned Queen, Masheng. This is my command now. i need living support, including resettlement fund to equip myself new mobile, shaver, white wine, clothing, and all things smoothing my lingering here toward my new marriage around this year end, with my girl Zhou. Masheng sees it, and acts with full author and authority. if Masheng think our marriage ripe, i can live with her, my second wife and Crowned Queen of China, in Japan for some years. I love Japan, that needless to say.

last afternoon i traveled Heaven, with my God, my dearest baby son, and his mother, emakingir. its our first gathering since my step into my growing Royal of China. baby son had several times in weak tone when i buzzed in and talked to him before the event. in the afternoon i see with greatest sure the brightest future of my mission on the earth, my reclaim of my Empire of China, brings definitely perfect solution in the end, with positive echoes all around on the planet. i see definitely the shine of God, in Heaven, in the tiny KFC franchise where my first family treat themselves for the first real name remission from my girl Masheng. life bound with Japan, Taiwan, and the transitional administration of China forged stronger than ever.

Today likely a faultless day. with so many kills at once the offensive. with so many dead to death. i ever eager to look forward the New Year's Day when i will treat baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of Universe, with western style toast in Golden Hans buffet we haunted once. i also looking forward to my 3rd marriage with my girl Zhou appeared so many times in QRRS rush time. i really really can't wait to see all my beloved girls. my new life has to commence in the beginning of 2010.

God, in ur glory and in ur shine, i thank u for such a splendid day today.

From first step toward growing the Royal

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4th snow of 2009, reunited with Masheng and our family.

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 05:19:15 GMT

these days i saw my new marriage closer to my new life, with my girl Zhou i searched in cyberspace for so many years now appears in my once working unit. but my eyes always open for my second wife, my Japanese princess, my God and my Sun, my breeze and my own exact. now i sensed my crowned Queen, my girl accompany me emotionally longest since our firt gathering in Nankai Univ back to 1999 or so. its a tie since our ancestor, as to me, since my past dad, and since my grand ancestor, the Emperor and Founder of Ming Dynasty, Zhu Yuanzhang. Its a tie forwarding to the future of the two nations, facing to the future of global climax, and global of tribal and race, global of God.

Its also an emotional moment with our love and beloved, esp. our baby son, warrenzh, who is so cute and countless profound, who is so fragile in his temper, and so brilliant in his beams. most of most, now he under his 2 mothers' attending, and never a motherhood can compare to Masheng's care and love. i pray God not too soon to let baby son picks his agenda or task list. the world of God too perfect to improve, he but should be more enduring, more resilient, and more hard and long lives in far less perfect worldly routines like his grandpa and his father, benzrad, me. we had to be the last, to save or to check out.

this afternoon, a normal weekend, we will see our baby son in KFC, baby's favorite. i will reinforced by baby's beam. God, never a treasure can compare to my baby son's laugh, never a redemption can return the worth of my God, my dad's humor in lighthearted. God, let my baby see my new life with more freedom and pleasure! that's sure ur glory prevailing. Masheng, live with me now, from now and forever!!

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the oldtime icon: workers' palace of QRRS.

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read. taught baby a lesson.

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 12:44:12 GMT

read most of time, except gamed awhile on "modern war 2" with baby. baby played pc game with his visiting cousin after got up from noon doze. the night the house dirt by dog students of ema. baby's penis itch&tried to self-satisfied. so burst to teach him&his mom a lesson. urged baby to notice evil around&upon him, urged him to love beauty&dignity or noble.

dream of killing snakes.

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 00:32:08 GMT

dream of gathering with my borthers&sisters. designed robot to kill lots of snakes in a tunnel. ema cooked needle to fed baby while i favored eating bread.

read all night.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 13:41:12 GMT

read most of night. watched TV before the evil grandma left. baby son watched Japanese animation all night. ema tutored then watched Korea TV series online.

saint day.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 07:17:09 GMT

it snowed last night but stopped in morning. saluted to my girl zhou in rush time of QRRS, but missed her when i haunted baby's kindergarten to hand in fee, but caught sight of her passing cross. read the ebook on Taiwanese democratic process these years. the monitor monitored me at noon in office, in break of QRRS schedule, while the dog on facing desk relayed to spy&bite in afternoon. when i left it snowing. met cops outside twice. bought baby KFC food.

check my cyber brand via google. reactivated my orkut with help from Taiwanese friend.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 02:05:12 GMT

read since got up. google my brand online&refined it. succeeded verifying process of my orkut which suspended for hacking&abuse from China surveillance, via Taiwanese friend's help. it did snowing last night, but stopped since morning. nice day!!

google open dns server

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 00:24:20 GMT

google offer free dns server now. this is setting demo for variable os.

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read all night.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 12:51:07 GMT

read awhile after arrived home. watched Korea animation. baby enjoyed KFC food i bought. dined earlier&discuss our next buffet around New Year's Day. read all night after CCTV news. baby played alone, off pc.

read another ebook about Taiwan democracy process. blessed in Holy message.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 07:16:08 GMT

read after got up. sort stuff in office before lunch. saluted to my girl Zhou. Holy message consoles me with the gloomy day light, that my Japanese wife, my Queen in crown, in tender&well in fit. my girl Zhou shows me her special cares, waves a rounder trip near my window to allow my heart&eyes longer on her, in rush time. read democratic process in Taiwan in afternoon&enjoyed. the 3rd snow of 2009 in anticipation.

dreamed of barrack

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 00:32:12 GMT

dreamed visiting barracks twice, to send a message. gays in barracks tried to hide something from me. later saw countless tiny bugs on desk from inner of something after i cracked it. its a warm morning sunshine.

read all night. got revenge from baby son or evil over him.

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 13:05:14 GMT

read after returning home. watched Korea TV series. baby enjoy cake&bread i bought, finished the animation series, "lame&wolf". i watched TV news, later read all time. ema watched TV online&tutored a evil boy student.

review

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 07:32:11 GMT

read since got up. in office sorted stuff awhile. my girl Zhou's appearance warmed me a lot. grand pleasure brewing ahead. road in office till afternoon. for its bright, picked an ebook on Empire&enjoyed it. dog on facing desk biting with his partner, the monitor, all time. felt much blessed for my second wife, the Japanese princess, Masheng, now admits our first baby son, my second son.

read most of the night.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 13:07:08 GMT

read after returned home. watched Korea TV series when it airs on CCTV1 while let pc d/l. baby watched animation all night, ema tutored 2 students. i read most of time.

read while d/l. sorted stuff in office. girl zhou playfully evade me.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 06:18:06 GMT

read since got up while d/l. sorted stuff in office. saluted to my girl Zhou in QRRS rush time. check my panoramio posted photos online. retreat home early to avoid dirts from facing dog in office. girl Zhou showm me her complains, cut way off when near my window&walked the other side outside of my office when enter QRRS.