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shining early winter 2011 in new hope.


farewell and new hope for meeting my girl Zhou nearby.^ this month i grew with my son, in pc games as well as in emotional difficulties. my dearest son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, sites' owner of and, visited my QRRS dorm last Friday night, among cheers of my improved salary, which amount to ¥2500. his growing teeth in rotating period and sometimes funny when laughing with bare gum. his mom still hurt me when greedy upon my salary with which i promised totally cover our son's living and i wouldn't use a penny on my own after my new family forges. her dirty family, including the grandma recent months frequently appeared to lend hands to clean house, laundry or even bath my son. i wouldn't allow any insane persons approaching my brilliant son as usual, so sinful betrayal by baby's mother over her duty to care my son, like bathing him, really annoy me. after the occasion i witness my son bathed by the grandma, i urged my son to have shower in public bathroom, which he dislikes very much, with me, he changed his mind and agreed. direct parenthood means much in my family, since my grand father's influence, and in holy spirit. God, u see it.
next week will sees memory days for my parents. my mother passed on Dec 1, 2010, which my father, God in Heaven now, left the earth on Dec 18, 2008. in these days, i got to know forgiving common people's sins against my Royal of China, under Holy shrine. i knew God's setting to enrich my experience here on the ground, including of course the darker particles against void. in these days, China surveillance broke my stable fast lunch supply, and i now enjoy QRRS in factory canteen. i looking forward more chances to meet up my 3rd wife, girl Zhou, who ignite my burning seeking cry in cyberspace since 2006 and includes this blog. Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan, u attending the transition and gathering the moment that will catalyze our fate ahead predetermined, from ur catering in the years. God, bring my girls in our limelight. bring my son his seasonal gift u promised. dad, u see. 


dreamed of crusade.yesterday i had good time with my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, owner of and, with his favorite KFC food i borrowed from QRRS Dorms canteen to buy. my workday's lunch supplier went bankrupt, among sinful China surveillance which against me and my allies. in the dawn i dreamed of close combat with cold weapon, with my team against several enemies. God shows me again his gift on me when i pray in the dream, empowered me with people and followers. Its a bright morning now, save and gospels just arriving.
God, bring my girls sooner into my coming new marriages. save my Royal China, save my beloved. present my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, God of Universe, a dell game desktop in year end, as u promised. thx u, dear Father. 


dreamed of worms in flesh again.^got up around 4am to release bladder, then powered notebook to d/l, even later after got up found damned China surveillance broke sessions&hanged all d/l. dreamed of my son, warrenzh, Hope of China, God of Universe, owner of sites and my kid brother these years lingered in Guangdong, southern China, likely also appeared in my dawn dream. dreamed a hand itches, with a knife thrust the palm and turned the inside flesh out, found worms swarmed in the flesh&eating. Its not first time I dreamed of worms biting living flesh under skin, and quite disgusting scene but healing by exposing and eliminating the sick part of body. Its a golden sunny morning now, and also today lunar Winter beginning day, or 立冬. God, bring my new family with my girls in the celebrating year end, when joy seeking hearts clogging social meeting places everywhere, including the cyberspace on Internet. 

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Son dad

son's first school term launched in Autumn 2011

a lengthy dream in dawn about manipulation between QRRS authority and
dreamed of the authority of QRRS, my once and long time employer, attempted
to shape my way by contacts. then dreamed a staff of the communist youth
league of QRRS editing my novel I submitted for a composition competition.
then he turned into a girl of my hometown village, trying being friend me.
when i woke up, its a warm and bright morning. its monday before National
Day of PRC. i gathered my recent records for the publish for promising on
horizon in new light. God, now its cloudy in the afternoon, bring my girls
my love and promise. bring our warm family sooner!

18/9/2011benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.doomed Chinese engineers
and IT industry, with their inherited
also hell with PRC. core sin is the fake atheism, socialism imported from
old crap of Russia and Germany. sinful engineers nowadays still an ally of
communist partisan, all innocent Chinese will laugh with tears on the day
the wrecked sunk shabby construction drains the last dirty and dark
conglomerates on China mainland, the scarred land since the fall of Ming
Dynasty, a treasure of my ancestor in title Zhu <>.
benzrad <>, the
here attest the fate of China as an Empire
his title for 1109 years in future.

*为什么中国的程序员技术偏低* <> - cnBeta.COM

14/9/2011dreamed of my youngest elder sister.
full of bliss. but darkness in son's mom's heart, esp. her greediness really
annoyed me when I in need or financially pinched by short term short of
currency these days. long time i made it i will never look back into her
life or business, and indeed avoided her dirt and trouble since our divorce.
after some reviews, i decided not to encounter her sinister plots. this
morning God woke me up earlier, shoot a photo of the early full moon through
my window in dawn light. then napped again. dreamed in my kid elder sister's
house. i love her very much and she did so back. when i busy with preparing
my son something, she was electrically shocked by wrecked socket on wall.
Its a touchingly milk washing shiny Autumn morning, thx God.

13/9/2011dreamed of being sieged by mob&cheating
last night restless on bed. in the dawn dreamed in campus mistakenly ate a
street vendor's food and hijacked into government agent for judge. a man and
a woman dubiously trying to settle our conflict, but just cheating and
profiting for the troubled water. after the vendors, in first look a couple
but according the agency's message the man is a hooligan member charging to
rent their protection, left me, and the agent attempted to make deal with
me, i was sieged by mop of Chinese on way escaping. its a pale morning now.
God, u see all the sins around me, the Son and his Royal of China. God,
killing likely brewing but intact is the heart of loving. God, let's do it,
for changes in new years and grace in new lives.
12/9/2011sunny mid-Autumn holiday. <>^these days
engaged myself with full load of d/l of games, and most of moments with baby
son full of joy of playing these beautiful softwares and visions it carries.
this morning baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of and,
buzzed in when i still lately napping, urged me visit him sooner to join pc
games. its a extraordinary warm Autumn day, also lunar Mid-Autumn holiday,
so i can lingered with son most of the holiday which exactly means gathering
for traditional Chinese. the grandma prepared lunch. son ate more than
usual, after we broke gameplay for the dinner. his mom still busy with her
pupils, while we made progress in pc game "garteling gears", a favorite for
armored robotic combat fans like us, after many sweating failures. when his
mom urged my leaving for they are going shopping outside, son refused my
kissing his cheek but obviously relaxed by those games we played together
all the morning. on bus and in QRRS dorm, when i facing my computer alone,
sorrow debt to my girls haunting me again. i know my girls' willing my
messages and our promised family. so i blogged again here after so much
contented weeks and nights by my son's companion&visit, including those
beautiful pc games. God, u know how i expect change in my life prepared for
my girls, for my Royal of China as an Empire reset for 1109 years ahead,
under glorious family name Zhu's, a resume to brilliant history since Ming
Dynasty, built from scratch by Zhu Yuanzhang, my legendary ancestor. God, u
know how my heart weighted by missing and soaring thirsts for my girls in
praying our union in our promised lavish wedding ceremony. God, u know all
these is the fate of one Chinese of one China under ur shine, never seen
grace and glory.
so here again, wind of cool and clear and blessing, brings my girls my word,
my heart never close for their perfume, their shiny descending, my way to
the throng never evades my girls' companion. my dearest, just let the Mighty
angels clear barriers and pave the carpet for greater grace in our coming
lives. i missing u and forging ever stronger linkage among us every moments
in my suffering here as God trains. brave heart save u, my dearest!

5/9/2011dreamed of my grand dad who is serious in
I lingered in a poor countryside latrine pit when I napped while downloading
in this shinny morning. my kid brother was brought by our dad, who is
serious, from his recent diarrhea and still let him half bent his waist when
walking, with his baggage on back, to sent him away to fetch his national
college entrance exam score from his school. my brother told me he will
bring my teenage friend to accompany me, but I didn't respond but just
wondering my lost item in the shits pool. dad shown his loving me in dream.

21/8/2011Pray for ever-green energy among the
warm sunny afternoon. God, bring me fresh monuments in our gatherings among
son, warrenzh's budding life. free me off trifle and meaningless rush
against orthodox smothering in PRC's mainstream now. God, see ur untouchable
glory in our eyes. son, warrenzh, owner of and, now in
his mom's hometown journey, blesses him fortune of lightning heart and deep
benzrad conversation in cyberspace on the day.
[image: benzrad zhu's profile photo] <>benzrad
zhu <> Aug 9, 2011
in north, esp northeastern China, dogs rampant. they r the main source of
mafia and dog system in nowadays PRC government.:
[image: Kaurana Nathalie Merle's profile
Nathalie Merle <> much divine
energy to you in china! 8:11 AM (edited)
[image: benzrad zhu's profile
zhu <> thx, surely my happiest
moment is in one with the Holy. 10:21 AM
[image: Kaurana Nathalie Merle's profile
Nathalie Merle <> :))))) 3:43
[image: Kaurana Nathalie Merle's profile
Nathalie Merle <> could you
explain dog system? thank you :) hope you have a lovely day....4:15 PM
[image: benzrad zhu's profile photo] <>benzrad
zhu <> cops and bureaucracy,
and undermined fake representations in governing or constitution bought from
Red Revolution near a century ago, both prey common civilian in totalitarian
nations, by monopolizing their gangsters (as an obvious characteristic of
dog, on the contrary Christian prefers solitary redemption from God.),
separating&dissolving normal social bandage into docile individuals, for the
sake of their massive abuse of sole state power. 4:35 PM

19/8/2011a dream in dawn in which my dad, now in Heaven, stayed with me
longest. <>^Yesterday I tried to unlocked my
163 and qq blog blocked under censorship by China surveillance. in the
process I asked one of my qq online contacts to help me verify my mending at
same time. the bitchy site owner also in my family name Zhu, irritated me
with his narrow acid spying mind, so we exchanged some stingy words. the sky
darkened since them. after dinner I risked raining to jog out routinely.
when I passed my ditched office, it turned sunny again. so I dropped in the
office and found the employer dispatching a suite for its staff and I was
not evaded. brought the gift I packed to visit my son, just after our
Tuesdays' visit when son called me to rid him of the sinful grandma's
custody while his mom occupied by her school duty. this dawn dreamed I
competed soccer with QRRS pals team, with my family. then my passed dad, God
in Heaven now, serving me for most time when I enjoyed delicacy while sat
atop a cliff waiting for my son's visit. my dad contented&smiled with full
hearts' joys all time. its now a sunny morning and I know God's promising.
God, bring my girls sooner into our new marriages. let son sooner enjoy his
new dell game desktop. let me treat son with his pals with buffet in new
holiday ahead. God, dad, I love u. this my gratefulness in witness of Asoh
Yukiko, my Queens of Royal China from Japan.

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summer 2011 is ending in golden memory.

10/8/2011dreamed battled with a witch all the dawn, after a drizzled
hunted by a woman mage. I tried to hit the raged woman with fire ball but
frequently unable to detonate it on time. the morning is touchingly bright,
after last dusk's drizzle. in last sunset holy message shows me on a
bleeding tree that my girls' being one with me, their praying for me, for my
presence after gothered and reinforced will power to join me. that's my way
to reunite with my best beloved Queens in my Empire reset for 1109 years
ahead. the drizzle started after I just settled on a bench in the dorms'
garden. the drizzle shallowly baptized me in its prelude, with bliss from my
deepest lover, Asoh Yukiko from Japan, the renewing land.

9/8/2011benzrad comment in cyberspace on the trail among northern
Chinese. <>^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)<>:in
north, esp northeastern China, dogs rampant. they r the main source of mafia
among current society and dog system in nowadays PRC government, an covert
black market trading anything including human lives and all demons and sick
appetite. in southern China, people cooperate for common benefits for
circumstance. in northern China, scarcity chases beasts on the land
constantly barking to protect their individual food chain, or reversely,
barking dogs scattered on the highland let anything insufficient upon
insatiable storage competition.

北风 (@wenyunchao) <>: RT @poorstone:

7/8/2011dreamed of closely watched G.Bush. <>^dreamed
in dawn living closely with G.Bush, the former American President and father
of another American President. he just published his autobiography and
trying finding new way to enjoy life. his wife Babara, even stronger in mind
now, grows vegetable and sold to me. I told her I needn't a full bunch of
scallion, but she actively persuaded more sales to me in her house when I
visiting. they demonstrates the loyalty merits of American people.

2/8/2011dreamed of movie. <>^visit baby son in dusk
yesterday. prepared him new games on his legacy desktop. when I arrived, his
mom likely intimately contacting son, for they both felt interrupted by my
visit. returned to QRRS dorm, after busy with sorting my os, possible sins
in baby's mom's education over baby son let me awake quite some time. this
dawn dreamed of watching a movie including 2 female actors, Miriam Yeung
杨千烨,舒琪 and a man I closely watching. superficially its a movie of love, but
in fact, its about fake love, be exactly, about gay, lesbian. I saw the
genic glory God puts in man, while the merit of female in supportive,
hospitality. I also see the inherited subtle difference and different
achievements among Hongkong, Taiwan, and mainland of China.
yesterday It mainly bright. but when I left baby's mom house near 8pm, it
drizzled. now Its a promising sunny morning. God, bring me my new family
with my girls that praying for our living together. bring my son a dell game
desktop u promised.
benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.famine in Africa needs world more
helping hands. <>^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)<>:apple
and Jobs doomed to fall, sink in no name in quite short timespan. its just
too evil and dirty in mind control in the shits heap.

原文 <>

31/7/2011a drizzling afternoon. <>^baby son spent a
night with pc games in my QRRS dorm. breakfast in KFC on way. returning to
his mom's house. lots of bliss in air in the Saturday, when it soothed our
longings with clouds and drizzles. work load just completed, so fine!

30/7/2011dreamed of my passed dad, God in Heaven. <>^in
the dream I first tried to negotiate to buy failing and losing state-owned
property, then join a celebrating dancing team and passing my hometown
village, Zhudajiu, where my beaming dad just discussing important issues
with his patriots, other villagers. he glad to see me growing in social
relation. he is so vivid in the dream, that I had to blog the dream after
got up. I also find sexuality in the dancing girl, likely of minor tribe
Mongolian, ahead me.

29/7/2011dreamed of baby son, and my passed dad's enemies in his
another thunderstorm brought lots of rainfall in the sultry summer, just
among my busy progress to update my google sites to incorporate recent
changes of my profile online. its just too auspicious a day with Asoh
Yukiko, as well as my Royal China. in this dawn dreamed of dad's hometown
with my best beloved baby son. I arranged him to exercise some sports game,
in disadvantage of my passed dad's sinful challengers, mostly offspring of
the dark house owner in front of my dad's old house, a treasure of my old
memories, financially got well-being by following my dad's business there.
baby son never failed me, with his smartness, his diligence. I clearly see
the bliss and promising. Its a bright morning now.

28/7/2011dreamed of losing sight. <>^last night its
started to rain hard when I settled on bed. in dawn dreamed of suffering
eyes sight and almost go blind. dreamed watching a movie in open space and
sat aside a girl once worked in QRRS as an interpretor. joined canteen in
time but 2 cops close sat aside same table to eat breakfast. they arrived
later than I, so likely tentatively arranged.
27/7/2011dreamed married my Japanese girl. <>^last
night it rained when I launched to save my offical google profile
after reported violating its commmunity name rule. in the dawn dreamed of
living in Japan in my girl's house. she has a quite blessing father. we
kissing and intimate everywhere, including behind the father-in-law's
presence. after some tests by the dad, we married. I felt almost sure the
Japanese girl is my Crowned Queen of Royal China, Asoh Yukiko. Its a pale
morning, but I know Asoh's touching and tendering love from Heaven.

25/7/2011benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.abuse and murdering
everyday in current China mainland. <>^
riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓) <>:no redemption can save the
lost. except the downturn of PRC with its dictation and fake faith of
邱毅 <>:大陸前鐵道部長劉志軍因貪腐下台後,溫州動車追撞不僅重創大陸高鐵神話,也使鐵道運輸安全出現警訊。試想事件若發生在時速超過300公里的高鐵,會造成何等傷亡?當年劉志軍好大喜功,想爭世界第一,將
實驗速度 作為 營運速度 的非常規決策,擴張投資熱衷財務槓桿的操作,現在都應該做深切檢討。

22/7/2011benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.famine in Africa needs
world more helping hands.
sins, how could save arrives here?
华尔街日报中文网(华尔街日报)新媒体 <>:【图集:索马里大饥荒】-
沙拉德(Aden Salaad)坐在澡盆中望着正给他洗澡的母亲。 原文<>

6/7/2011benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.a new scandal in PRC's
mainstream. <>^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)<>:u
shouldn't blame her, for she is a common girl, like any beautiful girls on
the street. she should be rewarded for disclose dark curtail from upper clad
in sinful PRC and their manipulations. any girls, esp in their seasons,
blessed with their dream of a better life on the earth, in the society. the
unbearable losing is the broken social logic which allowing buying young and
beautiful lives via money and abuse of state power.


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lunar hottest summer day passed by.

8/7/2011rain rhythm lasted most night. <>^last
night sees the longest and likely thickest raindrops in my 20 years in
Qiqihar, northeastern China, from my hometown in Central China, where large
rains that can last a month is a common scene. i surfed later than 23:30
with songs and rain rhythm. this dawn i dreamed shopping online. when goods
i ordered delivered to me, i felt quite glad. my passed mother query the
prices of vary clothes and items in the parcel arrived. even late, i still
ate my breakfast, and peered the ground after the rain. Its a cloudy
morning, for Asoh Yukiko spares her full time with me from Heaven this

7/7/2011a fruitful work night in rain rhythm.
especial auspicious since i gained my google+ from online help within my
gbuzz. napped afternoon with colorful dreams after posted on alumni with
flavors annoying the orthodox. baby son's bliss via air saves me from all
dusts in the dusk. rain accompanying the darkness descended so gloriously.
Aosh Yukiko, tonight be with me in dream, in moisture u brought and echoes
the rhythm outside. my happier life, surer narrowly ahead.

RT: a Chinese mailing list from a QQ group, a mainstream im tool in PRC.
regard it as a folk song ominous.

1 农民:种三亩地每亩纯收入400元的话要从唐朝开始至今才能凑齐(还不能有灾年);
2 工人:每月工资1500元需从鸦片战争上班至今(双休日不能休);
3 白领:年薪6万,需从1960年上班就拿这么多钱至今不吃不喝(取消法定假日);
4 抢劫犯:连续作案2500次(必须事主是白领)约30年。
声明:转发不会送人民币,但如果觉得作为消费者,全中国十三亿储户不公平的,请转发 ,有多少群转发多少群 。
总结(八个大字): 求生不得,求死不能
多传传,让领导人们看看, 就不信传不到中央胡书记与温总理那里去。有群的都转发 加一句:谁看到谁最少转发一个群,转发2个以上群的,愿他买彩票中500万 。
老百姓在思考,为啥玩不过政府呢? 原因如下:


BTW, It's a sunny morning after happy and spectacular/speculative night
yesterday, when it thunders and flashes while refuted raining. God, wind for
changing China is ready, when let it on its way?

6/7/2011baby baffled by heat since last weekends, now freed from the death
of public enemy in PRC. <>^this week chiefly avoid
trifle ambushes enemy of Empire of China beset. baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲,
owner of and, succeeded floating over the drain of
traps and grills of paid raids mentally and darkly around his mom's house.
on Monday and Tuesday, after one or two weeks busy with upgrading our
current 3 computers with my imporved salary, lots of evil envies, also
includes spiritual wake up i instilled in baby son's heart by conversations,
led to baby's frequent heats in nights, i decided to calm down and trust
God. I haunted more time in QRRS' Dorms' garden, rest on bench in it,
decided my strongest will to reunite with my girls in our new families,
including our lavish wedding ceremony. that's gift Father promised my girls,
for his best beloved Son, me, benzrad 朱子卓. i started reviewing my new
working environment in my dorm freshly, cheering up for years' dream coming
true. i felt i need a new start, just like a new game's release today, "a
new beginning", its also a day full of rumors of a passing by FIG among
dictation China, a long time lame duck. i enjoyed surfing so long, when this
moment i looked outside of window, an drizzled anticipated by local weather
forecast. the new moon appeared since the night before yesterday. i with
full authority to claim, bliss gathering over the Royal of China in my
title. God, change to China long time due, now let baptism pouring more
smooth&sweet! benzrad's comment on the day.distance by the Pacific
from zhuzz | blogspot<>
riveryog神泉扶明宫 <>(朱子卓
American sustains and enable the hero and the heroic characters John shown,
inherent among free souls on the blessed land of great US. that's holy.
bureaucracy rampant on Asia produced cowards and barking dogs bounding to a
poor bone and self-destruction, or even abnormal and insane. God saving Asia
since the fall of Yuan Dynasty and erection of Ming, treasure of Zhu's
from war's ruin <>. world western with kind
heart will witness the blessing YHWH casting over the scarred land of Asia
and oceans around embracing the over-pestered soil of yellow. the world
arrives, surely beams more brilliant and holy shining in one Father never
give up mercy among short and embarrassingly less gifted tribes like Asian.

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5/7/2011God with me in turbulence of besieged
in Japanese family for a long time in dawn dream. God still lets baby son
fought against enemies of our Empire of China in title Zhu's. heats of war
fires baptized him for nights and i can just pray God for his rest, for his
mercy&skip over the draining death-match. Asoh Yukiko, sooner bring my son,
esp my 2nd son of us to me in our new family, Royal of China.

1/7/2011dreamed of death match. <>^yesterday is the
greatest day recently. God brings me again to its online radio in the
morning after broke the habit for months. near noon among its sultry holy
brave heart expels me to act to eliminate my long time agony of delays, to
complete long time wish to renew baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲's ( ) and
my own personal domain ( ) to cover near 10 years ahead while
family other 3 domains already equipped with 10 years since their birth. the
canteen owner loaned me ¥1000 with ¥70 compensation i promised to refund on
next month's paid day. near dinner the transaction online consolidated, its
also started to rain. i can't help go over to visit baby son with the good
news among rains, by bus. baby likely suffering gameless alone, for his
legacy desktop hardly equipped with games after recent upgrade and shipped
os based on infectious Chinese pirate winxp known for Trojans and malware
bundled from local computer market. so he told me bitterly he will use the
best computer in family in future. i assured him that's out of question.
then i tried to install 2 games of his favorite to ease more or less his
frustration, but the damned os failed my efforts, among his mom's frequent
curses and angers for my recent frequents. in the night i dreamed clearly
recently: i was sent to a new subsidiary factory of QRRS, my long time payer
and an old state-owned enterprise, in other city, with a delegation
including the sinful monitor in my ditched office. he tried to be orthodox
but i saw the covert cheat and the truth of people's joy in their own
interests. then dreamed my university alumni, a Xiao, from my hometown
province Hubei but poorer northwestern area while my homeland sits richer
plain alone Yangtze River in southeast of the central China province, the
unbending calf slept under my berth for more than 2 years in campus back to
1987, and trapped by poorness all his college education even unable to buy a
quilt to coat the cotton on his bed in 4 years. the recent alumni gathering,
first time consulted me in its session while i never traveled for meeting,
celebrating our 20 years' graduation, indicating by one of speeches among
alumni published online that Xiao likely also broke down into asylum, like
me did bravely against enemies of my Empire of China years ago, as my fate
leads out to maintain curved and vectored throughout victory and glory that
shines. in the dream he fought me with knife and i barely survived myself
without lose nor hurt. near breakfast i woke up in time as usual, with
dazzling accuracy after failing temptations of vary dormancy. returned to
dorm, i napped again, dreamed in my hometown a folk now building on the
neighbor slope near our mountain his new house, conjoint the sinful dark
house peeking in front of my dad's house. my passed mother in dream proud of
me, and treated me with her usual delicacy she cooked.
God, u see I finally got my improved office in Dorm, esp. the Internet, the
light speed and vast lasting echo of meanings in utterances and publish i
can't live without. but the place likely besieged again by enemies of my
Empire of China. gays and hooligan, including paid criminals and other cheap
souls, clustered again around my dorm. lead me out like river flushes its
new berth along the bank. God, save the sanity and saint of my Royal of
China, bring me sooner into my new family with my girls, including my 2nd
wife, Asoh Yukiko, Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan, my girl Zhou, my
Taiwan girl absent from my sight for months, and other blessed lives in my
life, all under ur shine.
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riveryog神泉扶明宫 <>(朱子卓):beautiful Taiwanese.
meaningful young lives.

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17/6/2011benzrad's comment on the day.ash of PRC wouldn’t leaves any
by Benzrad Zhu <>
Ma's losing, is the losing of China, esp. PRC. PRC definitely losing into
hell without any mercy from the world co-existing. Ma's faith on labor
prefers investor surely a betray of its growth path, he himself definitely
knew it. but still he tried to survive himself from the ruin of PRC, the
dictation hell. the event clearly indicts no one saved from ruin of PRC's
short life all in bizarre&sins while maintain its comfortable stance now or
then. breaking PRC sinks all its pivot and pillar in burning
self-destructive flame.

<>ugmbbc发布于 2011-06-15
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25/6/2011benzrad's comment on the
so many touching interactives among corporations and consumers in democratic
nations like US, the merit of God's followers.

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15/6/2011first tweet on my dorm first time connected to Internet after 6
months' waiting. <>^new life online from 8:24
Jun 14, 2011.^and finally my dorm got wired with Internet, thx God! the
office wrote the bill of broadband charges. really thankful! hope i make
friends more online from now on. for this moment i hope God sees all dark
out around my surfing.

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7/6/2011dreamed of worms in flesh in dawn.
echoes harmony with Asoh Yukiko. I planned to visit zoo with baby son,
warrenzh 朱楚甲 with porks and vegetables, but baby's mom refused joining us. i
waited till afternoon and the sky turned pale. in the period i managed to
resort home networks into working, after 3 days down for the telcom
mistakenly blocked our broadband service. Its lunar Dragon Boat Day
festival. i tried to gift 2 boys in our relatives with blessing, but each
time led to baby son's teeth painful and cried in misery. i badly felt
urgent to treat animals trapped in zoo, so i brought baby son launching
after some pc games, around 3pm. baby dozed on the bus sound. i woke me up
near destiny and he fresh as start when we join the zoo now turned open by
removing fences and walls. we saw bears, wild pigs, eagle, deers, but sadly
found the old eagle missing, likely died. we treated bears, wild pig and
eagle with porks, they quite enjoyed except the eagle rested on the roof
motionlessly. baby later joined me to toss vegetables to deers, and remnant
meat to bears. there were lots of side watchers among tourists at the
moment. baby son's only complain is that my purse too thin to allow he
playing shooting game among stalls in the zoo. we soon dined out in a nearby
restaurant baby chose with his mom after turned back. the dinner is OK, we
shot some photos. then we played pc games after settled again in his mom's
house, in beaming sunset on the balcony. baby still felt sad when i left to
my QRRS dorms. in the night i went to bed later than 11:30pm, reviewing
loves from younger lives in my caged freedom of life. God, u see how many
blisses in my life. bring my girls sooner in our united life. let baby son
enjoy games more on his new dell game desktop u promised!
It rained again in the night. in dawn i dreamed of baby son. i also made
twice water in the night. in dawn i dreamed a lot worms in my flesh. i know
its all worship that ever-stronger on the earth that witness my Empire

10/5/2011lengest rain in 2011. dreamed of passed mother in rain
rain started last night, when i left the ditched office in QRRS near 8pm. i
felt mercy in Asoh Yukiko's loving me. all the night i felt the sorrow while
blessing. i also buzzed my siblings in my hometown, central China. when i
looked into baby son's situation, i felt deep sorrow. but the rain saves. so
i tried to buzz him to cheer him up. i tried twice but he yet listened me.
the Monday i mostly stayed in dorm, for fun of harvests on web suffering
drought under harsher blocking and censorship by China surveillance, report
has it that it now harnessed white list to filter most essential web sites
worldwide, close trapped Chinese on mainland into its shameless official
propaganda curtain, which is totally lies and distorts. this dawn i listened
the dense raindrops outside, i slept sounder. i also dozed after breakfast
in canteen. i dreamed boarding in my 2nd elder sister's house, where my
mother passing by but restless for my only kid brother's exam for college
entrance. i waited before playing game for the return of my sister who went
shopping grocery. i felt the touching love in my mother's heart, as well as
among my other relatives.
last week also saw my upgraded my acer notebook with additional 2 GB rams.
it cost me ¥200. the notebook also cleaned dust inside, resulting more game
time with baby son happily. previously it worsened by gathering heat by
dusts jammed around its fan and cooling cooper tube of video card. its such
a marvelous operation that i still in thankfulness now.
God, its all good news for me, from ur mercy. pl bring me my girls in my new
family sooner. bring baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 his new dell game desktop and a
rich International Children's Day tomorrow! God, see my Empire of China in
PRC's ruin intact. burn dirt and rip dark over the shadow of my Royal of

28/5/2011dreamed of shits again. <>^Its a cloudy
morning. i prepared games for playing together with son in QRRS Dorms till
lunch. after lunch i tried to doze awhile. dreamed a dorm mate receiving a
visiting pal. i went to public lavatory and found shits covered the only 2
seats. i tried to avoid to stain my pants but failed, had to leave
downstairs with fringes spotted with shits. last night i visited the canteen
owner, for he asked me to copy some movies to his desktop. he two days ago
lent me ¥200 as i trusted to equip my acer notebook with additional 2 GB
ram. he might felt i was obliged to him, even i never borrowed without
rewards. last month i borrowed near ¥320 from him and reward him ¥38, total
¥350 returned, with my lodging ¥360 for 2 meals in 4 weeks. the latter is
repeatedly. in the night he invited me to drink beer with his late dinner. i
talked about my career and my vision as he expected to probe me, while his
legacy pc copying slowly. in dawn near 3 or 4am, just after i made water, a
heavy rain poured down. it likely didn't last long, for when i got up near
6am, the ground superficailly wet. i join the sinful office at once, waiting
a game download to complete, for most web file sharing sites worldwide one
by one blocked by China surveillance these days, to name a few, hotfiles,
firesonice, fileserve,, and almsot all popular file servers outside of
last two days i experienced roller coaster emotionally. the first day on
baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲's birthday, May 25, i got an idea to upgrade my
notebook with additional ram, for which i longing so long. it costed me ¥200
and so cheap&out-performed. i visited baby in his mom's house at noon
heroically on way back to dorm. but misery descends when i attempted to
change bios password. the change deadly locked me outside from boot up. i
desperately searched web for resort, calling acer support team for help, and
complained God not to allow me in peace but trouble. next day i stayed in
dorm rarely in the morning, till i felt the drive bravely to spend another
¥20 on the smart young man who help me clean my acer and upgrade 2 gb ram
the day before, betting my luck as well as the opening of computer
technology. i was right! acer local support crew failed to fix my missing
bios password, but the smart boy did. all the rest of the day i enjoyed the
speed and fantasy of my more powerful notebook.
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happy birthday to warrenzh, brightest star in sky.

23/5/2011a drizzle to save. <>^yesterday I had good
time with son, warrenzhu 朱楚甲. we gamed a lot and tried new games. baby more
or less daunted by the rich of pc games i prepared. at noon he again loathed
to eat lunch hurt me, so i angered and taught him a lesson on life and death
in sins. when his mom brought him outside, he seldom allowed me to kiss his
cheek. i also fixed my financial records with his mom online on Saturday.
when i arrived QRRS Dorms, the canteen's assistant chef tentatively shown
cold-shoulders to me, let me see hurts among trifle personals or even demons
against God's biz my family behold on the world deepened. when i jogged
outside, a drizzle brewing and started to glide in air when i close to my
dorm. i really felt mercy and save by Asoh Yukiko, God in my Crowned Queen
of Royal China from Japan. in the night i played games alone. the neighbor
room in QRRS Dorms losing, or felt reinforced by enemy of China Empire in my
title, bumped a lot on the thin wall shamelessly, trying to restrain me with
alerts of terrors. now this bright morning i returned to my blog space to
let life stream floats, to attest God's presence in my family's duty to
broaden the only way that saves Chinese dying in sins for half century.
God, yesterday my financial shown I still in debt of ¥800 after 3 months
with improved salary, now amount to ¥1816, with which i quite satisfied, but
God, i saw threats against my wishlist to equip baby son, warrenzh, owner of
site and, a dell game desktop no later than year end.
God, u see my pleasure and hope in digital arena for future world. grant us
the gift and affirmative of change we beholding. God, brings my girls to my
new family sooner.

21/5/2011baby's birthday. now he is 6 years old.
baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲 had a happy birthday. at noon i buzzed him if i can
visit him earlier than 6pm, for he usually arranged by his mom to have
handwriting tutorial after his kindergarten's classes. but baby son told me
his lunar birthday on the day. i was so glad to know that, asking if i buy
him a cake or KFC food, he told me his mom already bought a cake, i only
need to buy him a lighter for candles of the birth day cake. when i arrived,
the grandma attending him, while his mom joined her school. we gamed on my
notebook soon, till the grandma urged him to join his kindergarten on time.
baby murmured he was already allowed to stay at home on celebrating day, but
he obied&left. near an hour passed we reunited. i picked him downstairs
while the grandma left on the ground. soon his mom returned, we shoot some
photos and a home video for baby who in high mood. his mom obviously felt
bitter those days and refused to let the happy time stays, instead she busy
with her online novels soon. its so nice a day, i treat myself a bottle of
juice in QRRS Dorms canteen when i ate my dinner there, near 7:30pm. the bus
worktable usually ends near 7pm, so must days when i visiting baby son in
his mom's house, i rushed to leave his mom's house, but now i can take bus
before 9pm. so great for our pastime with my son, the most glorious on the

18/5/2011benzrad's comment on the day.

China under PRC suffering catastrophe of suicides more than wartime.
from faezrland, 天下主家
by ( benzrad zhu

the drug of Internet or game is totally a lie. only the dominating class and
its dog tried their best to shift common sense aroused by the poor situation
nowadays Chinese beset & killing, result in surge of suicides and
destructive social behavior as a prelude of chaos and terrorism, in same
vector space with turmoil among its western border neighbors, the Islamic
Middle East, echoing the appealing force of democratic, esp from US, into
trifle&fuss like Internet games as scapegoat. Chinese, esp its youth
suffered distortion of value, and meaningless in overt cheats and ruthless
human rights infringe for a long time, they lick blade of death or
self-destruct as a way to attest the ill Chinese society, but no one adult
Chinese brave enough to poke the source of sick in PRC authority nor
poisonous Chinese traditional culture, but instead blamed Internet, as a new
achievement in human history, attracted growing number of naive youth, who
grow universally in God's mercy and brilliance unbiased by worldly dust,
including all dictators in dustbin worldwide. China as well as Chinese in
its best is to follow Christian worldwide right&since now into global light
from YHWH, one anthem in glory of God.

This is a testament from the Son, benzrad <>, on May 18,
2011, for the coming Empire of China reset for 1109 years ahead under his
glorious family title, Zhu <>, since his grand
father, Zhuzhongming<>,
God in Heaven now, from the relay of Chinese last Empire, Ming Dynasty as
treasure of his legendary ancestor half millennium ago.

——神子 <> benzrad <>

in reference to:

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15/5/2011dreamed of my jailbreak. <>^first dreamed of
making water 3 times still felt full. then woke up and made water. dreamed
in my dorm receiving a hometown folk's visiting. he, likely Zhu Zhongshu,
one of my peers, insisted my accompany to leave the dorm. i felt my girl's
calling so traveled with him. then likely a jailbreak through many
blocking&hunting and finally descended into a field of growing rape (油菜) in
my hometown, Zhudajiu. most of folks, including my parents there celebrating
the freedom.

14/5/2011dreamed of baby son. <>^yesterday Its rained
during clouds and sunshine before the night, and the volume likely the
largest in the year so far. God help me gained a large toys theme game from
web, after heavy harvest since my last blog on Monday. i visited baby with
KFC food to thank the fruitful work week near 5pm. we gamed on my notebook
while his mom reading novels online. that's all good time can't be more
splendid. returned to dorm, i review my satisfaction in music lately. went
to bed near 11:30pm. this morning in a hurry to catch the breakfast in
canteen, for last night i still felt hungry in the night which a bit cold
and consumed more energy. dozed at once after returned the dorm. dreamed
baby in his kindergarten out-performed. he made a rap music on his own and
sang in front of his classmates and teachers. his parents, and my passed
mother watched there, all felt proud. Its cloudy the morning, i felt so
meaningful on our future in God's set.

13/5/2011benzrad's comment on the day.
true for me, my small toe has the twin nails.


riveryog(朱子卓) <>:首要信息畅通。

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winning in season -posted on Apr 17, 2011

repentance in peaceful night. <>^last night
before went to bed, God shows me my self-poised crashing baby son, warrenzh
朱楚甲's space. i saw his need to live unbiased and independently fresh. i saw
his deep love to his dad, me. after went to bed, i found all the mistakes
the rain he made was in fact my fault, my unable to accompany him to game
and fun finding. i saw my too proactive a fake cause to stay with him, Hope
of China, God of Universe, full heart and full time. on bed i pray God to
let baby know my repentance at once while i can't buzz him for too late. i
pray God meaningful tomorrow will bring more joys when we gather together,
pray God let me less commit cheap utterance that can lead me astray.
Its a sunny morning now. God, let my mistake meaningless, restore baby son's
lightening heart and pure of joy. God, forever u see all facts and
definitions predated. God, bring baby son his dell game desktop, that
seemingly even urgent for my acer notebook now frequently power down when
gaming, likely its video card too hot. we need a sound gaming gear.

17/4/2011an official spring rain. <>^last week busy
with hunting for downloadable pc games for son. also launched to backup
source file of family album to google picasaweb. baby son yet recovered from
cold, so his mom refused him to visit my dorm. i managed to visit him twice
in the week, for joy of great games. last night i busy in my ditched office
later than 8:30pm, listened music and rest in dorm lately. i let the window
open when i went to bed, in dawn i woke up among rain drops' noise outside.
its the largest rain so far in spring 2011, and i saw so many blisses in it.
in dawn i dreamed of my college campus. Wujiang, one of my Nankai university
alumni and now a professor in US, contacted a visiting faculty selling
ginseng aside a lake. i was at a loss for my alumni swim skill better than
mine. in the afternoon after i returned from baby's mom's house, i dozed on
bed in dorm, dreamed of my past mother's affirmative love which protects me
from any insane seduce. its a large rain and last so long, when i blogging
here i wondered how to visit my baby son, whose house 4 bus stops from here.
God, bring my son a dell game desktop as he asked. bring my girls so sweat
in my heart and memory. leading me to the brighter life ahead, and more
bliss in surest glory.
buzzed baby for the possible detaining by rain, but he insisted my visit. so
launched after breakfast in canteen. with borrowed ¥10, i took bus then
walked in drizzle and arrived. baby watching animation online, i waited
aside some time, then we played pc game, a Japanese air combat. after some
turns, i told baby i felt flat, asked for accomplishing my own tasks. all
the day busy with uploading family album to google picasaweb, also restored
his mom's notebook os from backup. baby lately engaged with watching an
animation trying reiterating legend of Chinese traditional zodiac. the Made
in China product quite sinister in propagation, so i quit baby and told him
sins in Chinese, and everlasting seduce from demons' against the holy. i
warned him be cautious on Chinese culture products, urged him less waste
time on the shits, where bureaucracy is its main theme and obsession, and
dirt in ordinary Chinese souls which blind from YHWH by poor quality
polytheism, and sufferings as punishment for the blind. baby listened
carefully, while his mom rushed to shift him away from me. i lately showered
in public bathroom, returned to dorms in time for dinner. after enjoyed jog
around the dorm, i sorted recent photos, then blogged till now.
God, purify baby son with saint readings, rid him off trash of traditional
and new craps from PRC, or any sinister nowadays against my Empire of China
ahead. God, forever powerful and holiest with son, warrenzh, Hope of China,
God of Universe, God, u see it.

9/4/2011dreamed of past dad preparing his sons for
in dawn. my past dad in good mood, preparing my 2 elder brothers and me to
travel to his another workplace for trade. we all have nice parcels and
baggages. kid brother and my baby son likely also enjoyed short gathering
before depart. the villagers watched our launch of march with envy. Its a
windy sunny morning while i missed breakfast, and i due to visit baby and
entertain him with pc games now.

7/4/2011benzrad's comment on the day. fool's play for world hero in PRC's
doomed outreach in this
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China losing on inconsistent with American platform, comparing booming
Indian tech human force in US, and loss gaining weightily till it can't
afford in future, till the last straw smashes again the bony mule drug,
smuggling, forgery and tortures, ie. lawless addicted like a century ago,
humiliated again against its official textbook whitewashed recent history,
reveals the truth of gapping wound and vulnerable indispensable in root
Chinese. China with its current fake socialism doomed to be buried in coming
decade. People in the world will see PRC's barking in the corner as funny as
fool's play, or dog's tail self-chase.
the world tomorrow, undebatable the one world under God's shine. glory once
on US forever cherished by global citizen that's reasonable and responsible.
God, one God, YHWH, clearly shows the road under Heaven ever-bright.

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rain of melting down, my moment with love with my girls.

12/5/2011time to return. <>^Its a cloudy morning
after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i
felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i
intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time
desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and
constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog,
including machine dog. but, after all, God, don't u see my life beaming so
bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last
night u touched me with girl's love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in
this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family
with my girls sooner. that's my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning.

11/5/2011a busy month puffing for online
month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my
old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued
them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the
spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my
hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under
attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive,
in God's shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in
tangles among folks in my past dad's hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from
a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge
and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence
before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable
shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal
of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son,
朱楚甲 <>, owner<>
and <>, future world leader every blessed
sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past
dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my
childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in
the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now
even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate,
God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the
month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude
of summer night.

10/5/2011a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood
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no doubt it did so long.

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6/4/2011a gloomy morning, a drizzle in afternoon and a rain in
first work day after the lunar holiday, Qingming. i joined the ditched
office almost on time, to harvest downloadable games for baby son, even i
hated to confront the sin on facing desk. all the morning the crap
frequently overt stuck out his neck to stare at me, profaned the saint. I
didn't even blink upon the sieged dirt&threats, self-possessed with tasks in
executing. after the noon break i returned to dorm, napped after sorted my
notebook disk. mostly its gloomy, like a prelude of sandstorm. during fixing
my gtalk within gmail, i told my cyberspace friend from Taiwan that i
planned to buy storage from google to store raw files from my FujiFilm
camera, to endear family album more realistic. he helped me by accpet video
chat invitation but never comment on my request of help on google storage
plan, which doesn't support alipay, a Chinese mainstream online payment tool
and my only overseas payment method now. i hope i didn't hurt friends from
freedom world i wouldn't like to be separated from. God, bring us freedom of
lightened hearts, shows the height and weight of human freedom of
independent and friendly. God, bring me freedom of arranging my life as
wished, bring my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of site and, Hope of China, God of Universe, his promised present, a dell game
notebook. bring my girls into our new marriage. God!
after gamed awhile on my notebook, its started drizzling. Asoh Yukiko, in
such a extraordinary blessing event, could u see my situation? could u be
safe and save Japanese from their vested land now in disaster? could u
determined to join me to pave new road and garden for future Japan, the fate
our blood linkage means to give? God, Asoh Yukiko, i'm ready for the
historic migration, opener fence for our nations Heavenly bond since my
spiritual wakeup. Yes, I'm the only captain on the vessel saves. join me
sooner as God lets, as u will.

5/4/2011dreamed of my past parents. <>^Today is lunar
Qingming. this dawn dreamed of my past parents who saw my poor financial
status. one of my teenage friend in Zhudajiu, my hometown village, Zhucaigui
brought me some gifts. my parents watched me had to wait for remittance from
baby's mom or my once work unit, ie. from my once work place. dad especially
hope i can improve his living which so far shabby. then i got insight of
devils in the village regarding my dad as their enemy. they r the 2 sons of
my dad's 2nd elder brother, who died in his middle age, a neighbor who long
time operated monopoly rice machine in the village, a neighbor who once a
teacher in Mao's years, and long time cheap mimic of my dad's expertise and
whose grandson still profaned my dad's name by mimic & mocks. this morning
is sunny outside. hopeful baby's dell notebook sooner arrives. God, grant my
son new dell game notebook, as my best gift in this hopeful Spring. God,
dad, i wouldn't follow Chinese custom to burn printed paper bill as money in
world of died, u will see the reality how well-being my Royal is to be under

4/4/2011dreamed of Royal prophet. <>^dreamed of
Empire meeting about Royal secret. the prince too young, the math teacher
praised the woman likely baby's mom, and scorned me for my mind absence. the
course discussed part of the fate and secret of Royal of China. late sleep
till 10:48am got up. Its a beaming Monday but according lunar Calendar
Chinese in PRC enjoying Qingming Festival, a time to mourn past ancestors.
yesterday baby showered in public bathroom with me. he immersed in wresting
with a sin, likely a middle aged man who evaded my sight when i turned back
near end of my shower&caught the dirty threat rushing to slide himself into
hot pool where men herds, attempted to hide his sins from my aware. baby's
nose ran out a large block of blood and mucus when i put on him, i wiped
with towel but first time ditched bathing pack there, found the mistake till
arrived baby's mom's house. i fetched it back on my own. on way back with
baby son after bought him some candy from grocery aside the public bathroom,
i affirmed baby son the mighty of God, forever blissed and growing his life
on the earth to witness. when i left to QRRS dorms, his mom brought him with
toy bike to roam outside, where brilliant sunshine still glorifying the day,
Apr 3, 2011, lunar 1st of March. God, bring baby his promised gift, a dell
game notebook. bring me my blessed marriage with my girl Zhou, as well as my
other girls, like Taiwan girl, girl Lü, girl Jiang, girl on train from
Harbin to Qiqihar in my 2nd hometown journey, and my God, my Crowned Queen
from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. grows my Royal of China in course of my coming
Empire&lives its 1109 years lifespan, God.

From Spring 2011 in a
From Spring 2011 in a
Son dad

life in brightness forwarding bank of river.

2/4/2011days in bliss. <>^these days saw lots of
beautiful girls around me, and i know my girl Zhou coming to's mom
also overt talking about her new marriage, dispelled my visiting her house
where i can dwell with baby with pc games. all these things moving and
sorry, i mean, change occures in time with resolution. times and times I was
drove by sexual desire from passing beauties, and this time my girls, best
in best in my eyes' candy, due to descend and melting me in her boundless
wave of ocean of love making. saint moments with baby son also let me sorry
in retrospect, for he is so smart and faultless. i pray for more time to
serve him for harvest and joy together with God in his universe. I tried to
download more small games from web, but he still gamed a lot with his
favorite game, worms 3D. his mom refused leaving him alone with me in my
dorm, saying baby son yet recovered from recent cold. God, isn't my good
time arriving, doesn't the world focus, like Japanese earthquake, Christian
crusade diminishing Islam and Russian, pokes itself into world agenda and
appeals the presence of Son, Son of the only God and creator of Universe,
his decision and save, his brilliance and hardness? God, doesn't my girls
broke sieges of enemies of my Empre of China and aligning under my castle
that universally evergreen? God, doesn't new life of my Royal, my 2nd son,
my 3rd son and other children glad to step in from world hedge? God, I'm
ready for a long time for the booming of my family in ur shine, in title of
Zhu's. God, bring my girls as well as my new families sooner in sunny
summer, lift me into meaningful weighted life experience on the most pivotal
stage in the world unites in one. God, see my girls the straight way to my
rest room, God, u see.

27/3/2011dreamed of alumni re-gathering. <>^dreamed
of a guy in family name Xu, whose scores in our senior middle school usually
quite enviable, in alumni gathering party. another guy, Peng Jinglei, also
appeared. yesterday i update my online alumni pages with new photos, and
read updates from my once classmates. Its now a bright morning, and I just
enjoyed my delicious breakfast. these working week i usually joined old
office on time, trying to gain stuff from web. the hard core gay on my
facing desk again turned agile, busy on his seat profaning me from time to
time, while his companion or mate, the monitor, this moment avoid joining
the mud, likely learned from my exit so far since the dispute over office
door's openning or closing. yesterday i worked in old office longest, left
near 4pm, joined again from 6pm to 8:30pm, aiming prepared baby's weekend
visit with more attractive pc games. on way back to dorm, i reviewed the
office gay's wrong orientation since his childhood. God urged me to keep
alerts among my attitude toward my sons, enabled them all independent and
perfect self-possessed. God does not weaken his blessed by uncompleted. the
dorm area first time encountered power down, resumed when i reviewed baby
son's gaming experience. God, bring baby's dell game notebook sooner, let me
enjoy family life with my girls! no matter how i busy with Internet, my
empty heart for love brews hot. God, Asoh Yukiko, raise me to my life i
deserve, inspire baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, hope of China, God of Universe,
with changes under ur shine. God, u know.

11/3/2011saw death itself. <>^dreamed in
dawn. saw ghost of death master jumping to me, while I determined to see
through, then woke up in terror. this week i joined the ditched office
mostly mornings, usually left in fatigue, likely under the siege of sins
there. however all my task list cleared with the convenience of Internet via
corporate lan. google's reader still frequently broken, unable to load my
subscribed feeds, google account was defied logout but less times after i
did it via proxy tool against the surveillance, who likely realtime
espionage. i can felt hatred against google gathering weight among dictator
elite in PRC, and the elapse of the socialism also speeding up. barking dogs
in the office continued their doomed fight, but that's a far distant echo of
historical wound. baby's 2nd site,, likely finally released, with
homepage rewrote, some subdomains, like blog, wiki and forum, nicely
settled. last night when i went to fetch baby son, i shown him the works
online, he didn't comment, but i know the prize. i reported him my discuss
with Taiwan friend on the gift, a dell game notebook as God promised,
encouraged him praying for the ready after barrier behind it, surprise in
front of it. i also shown his mom, who refused baby leaving her house the
night for baby got cold, google maps. its so bright in the end of yesterday,
baby son greatly enchanted by 3 new games arrived from web. i saw God's
bliss even thick in this sunny dawn. God, bring me my girls and our
offspring, bring my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, God of Universe, his
promised gift, a dell game notebook in nearest spring.

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