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6/4/2011a gloomy morning, a drizzle in afternoon and a rain in
night.<http://blog.benzrad.us/>^Its
first work day after the lunar holiday, Qingming. i joined the ditched
office almost on time, to harvest downloadable games for baby son, even i
hated to confront the sin on facing desk. all the morning the crap
frequently overt stuck out his neck to stare at me, profaned the saint. I
didn't even blink upon the sieged dirt&threats, self-possessed with tasks in
executing. after the noon break i returned to dorm, napped after sorted my
notebook disk. mostly its gloomy, like a prelude of sandstorm. during fixing
my gtalk within gmail, i told my cyberspace friend from Taiwan that i
planned to buy storage from google to store raw files from my FujiFilm
camera, to endear family album more realistic. he helped me by accpet video
chat invitation but never comment on my request of help on google storage
plan, which doesn't support alipay, a Chinese mainstream online payment tool
and my only overseas payment method now. i hope i didn't hurt friends from
freedom world i wouldn't like to be separated from. God, bring us freedom of
lightened hearts, shows the height and weight of human freedom of
independent and friendly. God, bring me freedom of arranging my life as
wished, bring my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of site warozhu.com and
wozon.net, Hope of China, God of Universe, his promised present, a dell game
notebook. bring my girls into our new marriage. God!
after gamed awhile on my notebook, its started drizzling. Asoh Yukiko, in
such a extraordinary blessing event, could u see my situation? could u be
safe and save Japanese from their vested land now in disaster? could u
determined to join me to pave new road and garden for future Japan, the fate
our blood linkage means to give? God, Asoh Yukiko, i'm ready for the
historic migration, opener fence for our nations Heavenly bond since my
spiritual wakeup. Yes, I'm the only captain on the vessel saves. join me
sooner as God lets, as u will.

5/4/2011dreamed of my past parents. <http://blog.wozon.net/>^Today is lunar
Qingming. this dawn dreamed of my past parents who saw my poor financial
status. one of my teenage friend in Zhudajiu, my hometown village, Zhucaigui
brought me some gifts. my parents watched me had to wait for remittance from
baby's mom or my once work unit, ie. from my once work place. dad especially
hope i can improve his living which so far shabby. then i got insight of
devils in the village regarding my dad as their enemy. they r the 2 sons of
my dad's 2nd elder brother, who died in his middle age, a neighbor who long
time operated monopoly rice machine in the village, a neighbor who once a
teacher in Mao's years, and long time cheap mimic of my dad's expertise and
whose grandson still profaned my dad's name by mimic & mocks. this morning
is sunny outside. hopeful baby's dell notebook sooner arrives. God, grant my
son new dell game notebook, as my best gift in this hopeful Spring. God,
dad, i wouldn't follow Chinese custom to burn printed paper bill as money in
world of died, u will see the reality how well-being my Royal is to be under
sunshine.

4/4/2011dreamed of Royal prophet. <http://blog.be21zh.org/>^dreamed of
Empire meeting about Royal secret. the prince too young, the math teacher
praised the woman likely baby's mom, and scorned me for my mind absence. the
course discussed part of the fate and secret of Royal of China. late sleep
till 10:48am got up. Its a beaming Monday but according lunar Calendar
Chinese in PRC enjoying Qingming Festival, a time to mourn past ancestors.
yesterday baby showered in public bathroom with me. he immersed in wresting
with a sin, likely a middle aged man who evaded my sight when i turned back
near end of my shower&caught the dirty threat rushing to slide himself into
hot pool where men herds, attempted to hide his sins from my aware. baby's
nose ran out a large block of blood and mucus when i put on him, i wiped
with towel but first time ditched bathing pack there, found the mistake till
arrived baby's mom's house. i fetched it back on my own. on way back with
baby son after bought him some candy from grocery aside the public bathroom,
i affirmed baby son the mighty of God, forever blissed and growing his life
on the earth to witness. when i left to QRRS dorms, his mom brought him with
toy bike to roam outside, where brilliant sunshine still glorifying the day,
Apr 3, 2011, lunar 1st of March. God, bring baby his promised gift, a dell
game notebook. bring me my blessed marriage with my girl Zhou, as well as my
other girls, like Taiwan girl, girl Lü, girl Jiang, girl on train from
Harbin to Qiqihar in my 2nd hometown journey, and my God, my Crowned Queen
from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. grows my Royal of China in course of my coming
Empire&lives its 1109 years lifespan, God.

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vavustew
Apr. 8th, 2011 06:57 pm (UTC)
Great post! I want to see a follow up to this topic

wanimiri
Apr. 14th, 2011 06:01 am (UTC)
Keep posting stuff like this i really like it

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